Tuesday, April 29, 2008
worried
today woke up at 7am
oh haha im late for skl
den when reach skl dnt hav A math coz late for ! hr plus
lolx.....
hm... today learn a lot of tings frm yu chao
hhaha my class lao gay
hm... u r rite ba
maybe realli nid to learn more frm u
but nt learn gay frm u on how to be gay
lolx....
after skl went to &!& wif i chun hav my lunch le jiu go NP mac study for SS exam
sian lah so much to memorise
haiz n saw esther my so kol niease(dunno how to spell)
but she 4got hu i m le
T.T.....so hurt sia
haha den also found out tad today will be charlene last day wrkin in mac
as she wanted to get ready to study le
hm...gd luck to you
hm... abt 7.20pm go change a place n study until 8 plus den go home le
quite worried
its nt only for my exam but other ting tad happen juz nw]
juz hope tad my luck no so bad ba
coz its oreadi pass i k do nth of it nw
hm den reach home blog again
tml goin get emo again
so i tink nt goin to tok tml ba
sory frenz
wish miie luck for my exam tml ba
ok thx...
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Labels: worried
Time: 10:11 PM
Monday, April 28, 2008
nth much
today went to skl as usual
nth seems to be funni
accept the F...word wic my form teacher ms rajas accidentally goin to say it
but she dnt
lolx....
after skl went to khatib wif i chun n celebrate huo lin n farmer birthdae
haha shld say belated birthdae for huo lin
coz his birthdae is on the 26 of april
hm...
den go jx house
btw the bakery shop is so rude
(ask her wad does the cakes contain on it) in a polite way
after tad she juz say
cake lah!!!
diao...
hu dunno say rubbish only
after celebratin c some video on break dance n basketball
haha 5.30pm went to Np mac study coz SS exam is on tuesdaE
HAIZ HAVEN EVEN FINIS THE MEMORISIN YET!!!
so 9pm went home den ost again
haiz today k say quite boring again
coz i use to hav someting to do de
but wifout u my life is juz lyk a blank piece of paper
oki jiayou for ur exam
n to others too
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Time: 11:27 PM
altot its late at nite le
but jux gonna write my feelin out
today as i woke up at 11.30am
realli want to go admiralty n show up myself infront of u
to c u go n bck for tuition
but i juz realli fail to do it
coz as u say u hated miie nw
scared u will get bad mood again
so did felt remorse of wad i have done for the past 4 months
after readin ur blog for the 4 months
i realli felt tad i change a lot le
maybe its coz of my age ba
when gettin older will get to tink more
but i juz did it in the way tad is hurtin u
i realli wanted to be bck to the past
or if u dunwan i will make new memories tad
and how i wish tad im able to kol u _________ again
but
how i was in the past n nw
reallli make a big different i find
................................
i m speechless nw
dunno when i m goin to get u bck
or u k say its nt possible
i noe its hard to change ur thoughts nw
but juz let the boat flow ba
chuang dao qiao dou zhi ran zhi(in chinese)
when boat reaches the bridge it will go straight again(english version n i noe very bad eng too)
tis is wad i will say to myself ba
n also hope tad the tym will recover the wound tad i hav cause on u
and the hatred 2wards miie
so when abt 5 plus went to NP mac do hmwrk till 9pm
den take bus go home le
today is a boring day for miie
n it is also the day of my regrets
guess its too late to say tad le
happiie dae for u ok
dun cut urself again ok
coz i still will felt hurt de
hope tad u will nt avoid miie again ok
Labels: regret day
Time: 1:46 AM
Sunday, April 27, 2008
boring day
actualli dnt feel lyk bloggin today de
since its a borin dae for miie todae
haiz...
woke up at 12plus coz ytd slp very late
haha oso 4got whether did or did i nt off the televison last night
lolx....
hm den go on9... but dnt realli chat wif others coz no mood
after tad eat lunch den do homework till 7pm
go bath haha
dnt bath last night lolx after cumin bck frm skl
ez....
i noe
den watch tv till 11 plus den cum blog
haiz so boring today
and i juz found that i have nt done the tings for days
opps...short term memory
haiz...
coz i remindered myself to do eat it
once a day
can not do it more nor less
must do it juz nice
evey day 1
till 100
haha very currious ba
ok
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Labels: boring day
Time: 12:00 AM
Friday, April 25, 2008
new song
juz change the song
hop ur al lyk it
lolx.....
(the shortest blog i ever have)
Labels: new songs
Time: 11:03 PM
i tink till now u r still hatin miie ba
kt realli do anyting abt it
juz hav to be glab abt it ba
altot how much i post here i tink u will nvr read de ba
hm....
continue to hate miie ba
dun tink goin to forgive myself ba
at least will feel better
almost goin to let go of u le
realli wanna to hold it 4eva
but dun tink u will be happiie abt it
as realli wanna to say tad ting to u coz realli kt 4get u
they are...
8 letters
3 words
1 meaning
if realli got a chance to be frenz again
maybe.....
nvm le realli happy to noe u
thx for givin the memories tad i ever have
a home i will say tad
u r juz a wife to miie till now
but i bet i m juz an fucker or bastard to u ba
its ok coz at least i still exist
at least i m nt ignore
nt left a side
thx....
___po____
i tink u should noe wad is tis ba
i get the name for u when u get it 4 miie in the 1st place
the memories i will nvr 4get de
thx for ur present
im realli happiie to have those memories kept in my mind 4eva
bye.....
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weixin i will love u forever
goodbye frm nw
the old kelvin nt goin to be bck le
u will only see a devil ba
tads all i would want to say
Labels: havin a btr life wifout miie around
Time: 8:12 PM
Thursday, April 24, 2008
This lie's become a part of me
For weeks, I've played this game
Acting like it doesn't hurt
Each time I hear her name
Ignoring what's inside of me
Pretending I've moved on
As if the feelings I once had
For her are somehow gone
Spending each and every day
With happiness and laughs
Forgetting all our memories
Avoiding photographs
But last night when I saw her
For the first time since she left
My heart stopped for a moment...
I couldn't catch my breath
When suddenly it hit me
As the tears started to flow
That even after all this time...
I just can't let her go
She is so important to me
Just don't bear to let her go
Missing you is what i will do now
Loving you is what i will do forever
Till death comes my way
Time: 8:55 PM
hi..im goin to be crazy le
exams....
n.............
dunno how to say tad
1 day i realli goin to collapse
haiz..god r u playin wif miie or r u givin miie a life test
m i so irritatin
oreadi try my best to do wad i shld do nw
but y juz kt u simply giv miie a break
god...
im hurt u noe
dun tink tad im goin to hav the mood nw
exams maybe goin to giv up ba
realli tired nw
stop givin miie any surprise k
im realli tired nw
realli realli tired nw
actualli i 1ed to post out good news de
but ended up realli goin to be crazy le
as i say b4 i k realli be crazy
is it realli easy to let go
y r u able to do it so easy..
mayb goin to kill myself nw
my hear was lyk oreadi dead
no heart bit
no nth
or u k say i realli dun hav a heart nw
its easy to say dan done
dunno wad the hell i m nw
im juz maybe a freak ba
juz maybe im realli a freak ba
my life is so meanless nw
dun tink goin to fulfill my dream ba
bye...
i juz simply duno y r u hiddin frm miie
m i tad irritatin
im exhausted nw
gongkia gongkia..
im simply lyk a dai kia nw(retarded)
Time: 8:14 PM
Wednesday, April 23, 2008
encouragin
hey dun get so moody ok
as u r a strong gal wic i noe in the 1st place
so seldom will c u cry de
if the person u mean is miie
dun hav to worried
i wil nt transfer skl de as im nt so stupid enough to change to ur skl
lolx...no offence
n in addition my skl is so near there haha k go there whenever 1 wan
lolx jux makin a xample
haha i still hav tings tad i haven fulfill for the skl yet
haha so take it easy ok
dun cry le
i dun wan hear tad u cry again ok
coz tis is nt u
be bck urself ba
jiayou.....
ok
as exams is comin so dun get too stress up le
let urself to free a bit
dun tink so much too
haha finalli able to say tis sentence to u
lolx
since exam is around the corner
muz jiayou ok especially for ur A math
if feel stress kol n tok to ur frenz ok
or watch 1 disc or the vcd kkz...
altot i noe u wun get stress for tis..lolx
but juz say say i tink k ba
lolx....
hm... 2day late for skl lei
haha break record sia..
i late for 1hr lei
lolx....
so juz go bck class n start wif the second lesson
haha
so sio k rest for english as my 1st lesson is eng
lolx...
but T.T.....
tml eng paper 1 & 2
dnt noe wad to study haha juz try my best ba
hm.. after skl eng tuition
haha half a slp again
haha mr james ng was lyk so gay
lolx..
coz he was jumpin over a wire so gayly sia
haha my frenz saw miie laugh they also laugh 2o
in addition also scold miie kaobei lor
lolx....
after skl go somewhere walk alone..T.T
haiz no choice ma
haiz went bck home post lor
2dae my tym was lyk so sian
den tads y nth 2 write abt...
haiz....
muz be positive ok........
gd luck for ur exam....
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if u able to read tis pls dun be stress again
wei xin jiu shi weixin
so i dun wan c u lyk tad coz very heart pain sometyms
enjoy ur life ok
jiayou! jiayou! jiayou!
gongkia will always be there for u
unless u realli nid miie...
haha dun tink is possible
coz k c tad there is so mani good frenz surrounded u
lolx...ask weilee A math if dunno ok..
Labels: smile always..be positive
Time: 10:28 PM
Tuesday, April 22, 2008
gettin crazy soon
after tinkin
i tink u r rite..
i realli dnt be there for u when u nid miie
but did u tel miie tad u r sad?
did u tel miie tad u nid miie?
ya i noe tis realli nid initiative..
n do u noe tad im strugglin to tink of wad u r tinkin abt
i did ask u but did u tell miie anyting
im tryin to ask den u juz say dunno how to say
ok
did i fail to mit u when u wanted to mit?
i even sacrifice my cca for u
i dun care of wad the hell is tad
i even dun mind to send u home altot its very late le
i dun mind to wait for the 2 hrs for u
coz everytym when the ur tuition finis im so happy
coz after tad the 1st ting i saw will be a smile on ur face
n i lyk to c tad
i wanted to ask u a lot question but u tel miie wad did u reply?
as u say im nt there for u
but do u tink u r there for miie when i nid u
coz realli misss u a lot le
sometyms sms u late reply
coz u busy
nvm
but when after tad when i say i wanted to mit?
wad did u say?
"dun tink k mit todae"
but ended up playin volley in skl
ok i fine wif it
coz i dun 1 force u to do someting tad u doesnt 1 to do
dun u tink tad u r selfish to say tad im nt there for u always?
when the hell did i try to miss the tym or chance wic r able 2 spend wif u?
ok nw u k say tad im selfish but did u noe how i feel when u say im nt there for u
no matter where u r?
when is the tym?
how difficult to get there?
in the end i wil stil appear in front of u
did i realli miss a chance to see u
im tryin to be a good bf le
but u stil say i did nt enough
i did make ur mood bad but hav u tink tad
did u?
or did u not?
make my mood bad too
ya i hav bad temper but do u hav ma
altot sometyms u say tad u will but nt muz to change ur attidude
but i did tel myself i muz change
but do u noe if 1 change nid tym de lei
i did ting liang u
but did u ting liang miie
actualli i dun tink of sayin tis but dun u felt tad u r selfish too
m i realli busy tad tym???
did u ask miie?
u only say tings on wad u feel?
did u realli found out the truth?
ok i noe u lyk spendin tym wif ur frenz...
did i force u to leave ur frenz n go out wif miie
thx for sacrifice for miie
i noe u did sometyms bangsan ur frenz
i did tad too i even skip my detention
do u noe when the tym i hurt my hand i felt so pain so pain in my heart
coz my teachers dun wanna let miie go home myself
so tads y i dnt mit u on tad dae
i was lyk damb fuckin hell
y dun let miie go
so after tad i did try to bu chang
i dun wan say sorry le
coz sayin that word to u u wil say dunwan listen to tad
n sayin tad word wic i oso nt in the wrong
do u tink tad u r in the wrong too
ya i noe i dnt sms u n i oso dunno tad u r actualli waitin for miie to do so
but did i tell each other in the 1st place if anyting nt happy wif miie lets sit down n tok it out
the previous tym ask u whether is there anyting u r nt happy wif miie?
u say dunno wad to say
but nw say so mani tings le
do u feel much btr?
i oso noe tad now is nt the tym for u to see miie
coz ur qi haven recover
lets see in the future ba...
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Time: 11:11 PM
Monday, April 21, 2008
retardard
2day juz found out frenz my frenz tad i m such a irritated person
i dnt noe tad after tad juz get emo again
2day juz when to godma shop to c her
coz nvr c her for 2 weeks le
tml she goin overseas le...hm.. wish u hav a great tym
after readin here blog i realli very sad
but make my mind clearer of wad i realli 1 to be le
hm.. i tink u r write i realli dnt done wad a bf shld do
im nt deserve for others to love if i dunno how to luv others
i tink maybe will juzz stay quiet forever coz nwadaes oso dun feel lyk tokin
maybe bein a quiet guy wil make miie btr ba
ya its over
its realli over
im done wif myself i hav nth left n i oso dun1 2 left anyting
coz tis will make others more pain
i rather be alone n juz alone coz i tink tis is the best for others n also the best for miie
so frenz if u saw miie in skl so quiet dun be surprise
im done wif myself le so i tink u aal k juz leave miie alone
i dun1 others to get hurt again
so when nxt tym u c miie juz imagine tad im juz lyk tad in the past
or u k say tad im juz changed
n i tink im goin to be happiie in tis way
sory frenz n....
heard tad u dun1 2 hear tis word so maybe im juz hav to be a tough person
so anybody tad read tis post
hope tad frm 2days onwards
i changed juz becoz is for ur al own good
sporty gal dun cut urself again
n i dun tink we r goin 2 meet again
altot tads hurt
but for u i tink u will felt much btr ba
coz lyk tad i kt hurt u anymore le ba as u say its over
ok bye weixin....
Labels: quiet boii
Time: 11:07 PM
Sunday, April 20, 2008
found out sometings
as i xpected realli bad tings happen
today juz found out someting
make miie so sad
1 maybe is misunderstandin
but the other 1 dun feel lyk sayin
haiz...
the tings make miie so so sad
i feel lyk im juz disturbin her tads y unable to chat wif her
n dnt even noe tad she is sad taday
wanna sms but juz no guts
hey where hav my guts run to
i want it bck
sorry..
this is the only ting i k say
make u in so so difficult state..
abt the misunderstandin...
haiz i noe i very chongdong when read abt tad...
but my heart really crack
as i say i dnt noe how to react when u hav a new bf
realli kind of heart tad injured in addition was put salt on it/
ya i realli tryin to control myself of seein u
ya as u say
wanna to be in my mind tad wil easily 4get
but as i promise to u tad my heart has oreadi be wif u
no matter wad happen i realli juz kt 4get abt u
i realli want to noe tad how is my character in sec3
i realli dnt noe tad im changin frm bad to worse
im a real slow guy 2o
hope tad u will really giv miie 1 more chance to change 4 u
as u say u r nt a so special gal
but to miie u r..
and i mean it
u k say tad im stubborn
but tads miie tad u noe in the 1st place
i k definitely comform wif u
and i oso dunno how u feel when we r 2gether
im a bad bf but k u giv miie a chance to prove to u tad my heart is real
i felt tad i done a lot of bad tings after we break
coz i dnt noe tad many ppls is scoldin u
so do i hav to keep to myself if i hav someting to say
coz lyk wadeva i do
always wil make u hurt de
shld say tad they muz get the whole story den c whether u did rite or wrong//
n u also ask miie y always push all the fault to myself
but if nt so
why will u be gettin of so much scoldin
if u wan miie to do tad i dun mind to keep the tings to myself
sacrifice 4 u is the most worth it tings tad i hav ever done
i wont 4get u de...
altot i did try to do it
but i fail
do u tink tad its a bad ting or good ting???
i realli lookin forward to see u again coincidence
actualli im nt tryin to force u
coz i noe tad if i realli force u tad is nt kol luv le
but instead u r carryin a big burden
i wan u to be happy to accept miie again lyk b4
altot u say tad "we wil nvr patch n once a luv is gone
it will be gone 4ever"
k u allow miie 2 tel u tad
tads nt goin to bre true???
i juz want to ask
(will u willing to wait for the old kelvin to be bck ma?)
and will u listen to miie say again tad
(if u hav a bf, k my character be tad person ma?)
tads wad i wanted to say
n lastly tis is to tel u tad
altot sometyms i dun seem lyk care
but definitely
i do care......
hope tad if u got a chance to read tis u wun be xtra mad of miie
thx.....^^
Labels: old kelvin will be bck for u...
Time: 10:53 PM
wah tings for prayin....
so yammi...
u c this... tis is so hot lor
haha my uncle n aunty
1st er gu ma, 2nd da gu ma, 3rd ah pa
wah so much tings...
can see tad they r playin hard...
hm...lion dance cumin
the entrance....
haha juz find it cool
Time: 8:50 PM
today woke up at 7.30am coz nid go my aunt house there so to get ready for the shao mu ting
haiz so sian lor dnt tok much in the mornin
coz emotional comes my way again
haiz...
pray my grandma n dad at mandai there
hehe
request alot frm them
haha u k say is abt 4 and above wishes ba..lolx
such a greedy i noe..lolx
den after tad get emo again haiz....
after tad took my cousin car wif my uncle n aunty to pray my great grandpa n ma at bishan...
hm..
it hav been long seens the last tym i went there
i only rmb tad im very small tad tym...
lolx...
took some pics there
haha at nite c k upload or nt lor
haha dun hav to be so excited to c the pic...
coz....
im nt in the pic lolx
BHB.....
at there found out another two relative i have
haha dunno is 4get them le or dnt c them b4
haha it was lyk so complicated lor
lolx....
btw 4get to mansion tad the place is damn hot lor
#$%^&@*@!....
haiz nw at my cousin house nth to do so create newv post lor
whetherin wad will happen nxt
hope tad no matter is good or bad
im wish tad i still able to see her
i did miss her a lot
haiz.. wad k i do to regain the feelin we hav b4 lei
really k't stop myself of tinkin of u
god k u giv miie a sight tad we tell miie wad to do
pls...
Labels: emo guy
Time: 1:54 PM
Saturday, April 19, 2008
saturday....
hi came bck to post again...lolx
hm...today u k say is damn fun n emo day again for miie...lolx
dunno y tis mornin get up haiz... the feelin is bck again
hm... today went to mit adrian boonpin sally n weilee( dnt noe she was there lox)
we go eat first together so den take bus 852 to king wad park de
wic is located at bukit timah...
wei lee went home as the place we goin is for the mac barista to hav an tok there
wah....
the bus took 45min+ to reac there lor
haha when reach there le we r slightly a little late ba...lolx
den the tok was juz startin when we reach there....
lolx..so lucky
the tok was tok by rayson lee our head of mccafe ba
n he is the 1st to learn the mccafe de...
hm... my mood was so moody in the 1st place de
but durin his tok
i felt tad he has brighten my day
coz his jokes was damn funni lor
haha he his able to link his jokes and tings tad to improve our services 2gether
lolx hm... dnt actualli regret of goin there but....his xpectation is high lor
haiz nvm seems im nt goin to wrk for 3 months...muhaha..
lame....i noe
hm...after his listen went bck to yishun coz wanted to visit irene wic hav juz giv birth 2 a baby gal
but on the way saw marcus n jasmine at mac slackin again
haha lets tel the truth ba
she was quite pretty on tad dae
haha by a frenz look....no other meanings
after they went home wei lee came n join us to hav a visit too
haiz..when i saw her
she reminds miie of somebody
...............
when we reach irene house...
haiz dnt get a chane to hav a look on her baby coz she was bring bck to the hospital
as her skin colour is turnin yellowish
hm...nxt ba
if hav a chance to c her i upload her foto ok
haha so muz giv comments too kkz...
(juz lyk a little kid)
muhaha....
n den so diao lor coz they are choosin a name for the baby lor...haix
a little sian coz nt realli interested
lolx....
after tad when emo again..lolx
haha tel u someting im very easy to get emo de
lolx....
abt 10pm
all of us went home as she wanted to hav some rest
take cab to NP mac coz adrian nid to pass the bun to the store
haha den go home liao le lor
lolx...a little sian coz so early jiu hav 2 go home le..
lastly...
2day i learn someting frm rayson
haha n i wil nvr 4get
1)what we say to others......they will believe 10%
2)how we say it to others.......they will believe 40%
3)body language.......they will believe 50%
so to archive 100% of customer trust we muz put tis three steps in our mind
to miie nt only serving customer
i tink to hav ur love to trust u 100%
or tellin he or she how much u luv them
we hav to fullfill this 3 steps too
dun u tink so???
92days to go
i juz found out tad
when the tym yi fen yi miao de guo qu
i love u more and more
i started to miss u le
hm..wish u will be happiie 4eva...
Labels: ni kai xin wo jiu kai xin
Time: 11:39 PM
Friday, April 18, 2008
sad n emo day...
today dnt go skl again as im goin 4 my appointment.....
haiz wake up at 9.30am den went out at 10am....
den take bus 2 adjunie mrt station
wow... 2dae so scared sia
coz i tot i lost my wallet luckily in the end found it...
haiz u k says its a bad day 2day coz reach there le go have an x-ray again...
den wah kao doc. say i knt do pe for 3 months sia...
haiz.....my favourite sports.....
after put the cast go for have my payment..
shit sia....
$72++
wah i was whetherin when my nxt appointment tad is held 2 wks ltr
will it goin to be tad amount again.....
haiz..heartpain
after tad i went to visit my grandpa
i felt so sad tad after the operation, the doc. sew bck the throat wif metal...
wah..so horrible sia..
but i tink he is ok by nw coz he stil k tel miie lame jokes lor
=_=lll
lolx.....
altot he is fine, but i did felt sad 2o but i dnt show him
i k be emo but i k't be sad as 16yrs old boy le
muz noe how 2 tink positively
after tad went bck 2 skl collect my homwrk again..lolx
den found out theres a fight in my class
hm.. altot frenz quarrel n fights but i tink that their anger will be gone very fast de
coz i believe frenz will 4giv each other no matter wad they did..
we juz gonna try 2 4get the pass n start a new...
so hope tad u 2 will be ok on monday...kkz
den after tad slack in skl again
haha coz my character is lyk to be free outside but nt lock in a cage de..lolx
when reach hme dunno at abt 7.30pm
dunno wad came into my mind again...haiz started to get emo again
haiz....
hm..in this world nth is imossible for miie to overcome it....
but when it comes to love
i felt tad im such an idiot...
dnt ever noe wad a gals realli want.....
i m a bad bf wic kt ever giv my love xinfu....
i realli regretted
dnt even zuo hao my ben fen of bein a bf
im sory....
i realli wanna u 2 giv miie another chance
as i say juz nw we muz noe how to forgive and forget...
k u forgive miie n den forget abt the past...
i will change.....
if u realli got a chance to read tis...
i tink u will be mad n tink tad im stubborn ba
im stubborn coz i realli fell into ur well very deeply le...
altot between us there is a lot of great memories
but can we be 2gether again n make more and more memories tad is belongs to ours only...
93days to go.....
i rmb tad u told miie tad once the feelin is gone
it will be gone forever
k u give miie a chance to prove to u tad tad is nt true...
weixin lovin u is the last ting tad i will do in my life
if luvin u is a mistake
i will rather nvr to be rite forever...
Labels: emo day for miie
Time: 11:23 PM
Thursday, April 17, 2008
boring......
hi.....
came bck to blog again...lolx
haha juz nw went bck to skl to collect my homwrk....
but b4 tad i went to collect my money for the x-ray ting wic they overcharged miie...
$32.10 lei...so much to miie new now leii..lolx
haha i noe im stingy coz no choice tis few days spent a lot on my medical bill...
hm... my total medical bill will be maybe around 200 plus leii...
den tml still hav to go bck TTS for an appointment of my hand again.....
wah... heart pain sia.....
oso dunno whether k claim bck by the skl insurrance...
haiz if knt i heart pain until siao le...
haha shld say even siao coz my name is seow keong....
lolx...lame.....
haiz... god i promised i dun wanna to be hurt again.....
haiz.... this accident make miie so angry coz so mani tings knt do.....
haizzzz.........
hope tad tml when i go there....
they will say my injury is btr le so dun hav 2 go bck le.....
the cast(dunno how to spell) only hav to put for another 1 month k le.....
wah... lyk tad is the most good 1.....haha.....
i really wish tad my hand will recover ASAP lor....
haha pls god fullfill my wish ba.....
lolx.....
hm.... haha muz tink postive ma...
if ur al read until laugh.....
btw i feel tad i sounds lyk a girl now leii....lolx.....
hm.... after tad appointment goin to visit my grandpa as he had juz finis his operation.....
hm....hope tad he is ok....altot he is very old nw....
but i realli wish tad he k stay healthy till my brothers n i have some success....
the other reason is coz i dunn wanna to lost another luv 1....
as i hav oreadi lost 2 of it in sec 1....
my dad n my grandma....T.T....
tis 3 person is quite important to miie coz they see n feed miie up de....
so pls bless my grandpa will be good n doesnt do tings tad is harmful to his body....
hm..... when reach skl got my homewrk le den juz slack around....
haha den go home...
i tink tads for today ba......lolx
u happiie i happiie ok....
altot i k't giv u xinfu nw....
but i tink i k wish u xin fu ba....
rite.....by now lets be my loveable godsis ba...
hm... if lovin u is a mistake...i rather nt be rite 4eva
Labels: wishin for my hand to recover ASAP....
Time: 11:19 PM
hi.....
this is my first time of blogging
actually i dun really wad is this all abt in the begining
but after viewin my frenz blog 4 so many tyms i feel like making 1 of my own too
didnt know how to start first nvm....
some of my frenz tinks bloggin is so lame u k say miie 2o
but sometyms when u dun feel lyk tellin others wad u feel u can juz write it here..
altot im kind of lame here....lolx
really sad this few days dunno i feel lyk i hav lost my way 2wards my future
actualli my hand is factured nw so kind of lost my mood nw...
tml hav 2 go 4 my appointment check actualli im kind of scared nw....
but still hav 2 face it ba juz pls god hope tad tml when i go there, there will be good news
n god let my hand recover ASAP ok...thx
there is so mani reasons 2 make miie feel so unhappy
dunno why i wil say tad nvm....
lets tok abt ytd ba....
btw i hav juz started my english tuition...
i tot it might help us more but in the end....
wah...lyk pri school kids lor...lolx
haiz...he tok crap 4 the passed 30mins den after tad finalli starts his lesson
but i was slpin...lolx
kind of borin lor....i slpt 4 abt 3omins n diao.....haha dnt realli listen 2 wad he is sayin.....
haha after tuition end nth 2 do juz slack around in skl till 6.3opm
den pei my frenz 2 stay in skl 2 do so homewrk haiz...Amath is gettin harder so dunno when still k get hold of it...haha lame..
but as i say A math is fun n interestin k train our brain cell but it will also kill our brain cell too...
.....T.T......lolx....
so after tad juz went home n tel my frenz 2 guide miie while creatin blog...lolx
thx jaejae...
i will stil lear more of it de....lolx...
hm...den after tad slp le....
haha dnt go skl 2day coz knt wake up...lolx
so dunno y i find it myself gettin lazier..
haha juz maybe my hand lyk tad realli dunno wad to do...haha
no mood to study too....haha....
ok end here nw....
94 days days to go
Labels: hm...still kt 4get abt u....
Time: 12:09 PM
so yammi...
u c this... tis is so hot lor
haha my uncle n aunty
1st er gu ma, 2nd da gu ma, 3rd ah pa
wah so much tings...
can see tad they r playin hard...
hm...lion dance cumin
the entrance....
haha juz find it cool
