Sunday, April 20, 2008
found out sometings
as i xpected realli bad tings happen
today juz found out someting
make miie so sad
1 maybe is misunderstandin
but the other 1 dun feel lyk sayin
haiz...
the tings make miie so so sad
i feel lyk im juz disturbin her tads y unable to chat wif her
n dnt even noe tad she is sad taday
wanna sms but juz no guts
hey where hav my guts run to
i want it bck
sorry..
this is the only ting i k say
make u in so so difficult state..
abt the misunderstandin...
haiz i noe i very chongdong when read abt tad...
but my heart really crack
as i say i dnt noe how to react when u hav a new bf
realli kind of heart tad injured in addition was put salt on it/
ya i realli tryin to control myself of seein u
ya as u say
wanna to be in my mind tad wil easily 4get
but as i promise to u tad my heart has oreadi be wif u
no matter wad happen i realli juz kt 4get abt u
i realli want to noe tad how is my character in sec3
i realli dnt noe tad im changin frm bad to worse
im a real slow guy 2o
hope tad u will really giv miie 1 more chance to change 4 u
as u say u r nt a so special gal
but to miie u r..
and i mean it
u k say tad im stubborn
but tads miie tad u noe in the 1st place
i k definitely comform wif u
and i oso dunno how u feel when we r 2gether
im a bad bf but k u giv miie a chance to prove to u tad my heart is real
i felt tad i done a lot of bad tings after we break
coz i dnt noe tad many ppls is scoldin u
so do i hav to keep to myself if i hav someting to say
coz lyk wadeva i do
always wil make u hurt de
shld say tad they muz get the whole story den c whether u did rite or wrong//
n u also ask miie y always push all the fault to myself
but if nt so
why will u be gettin of so much scoldin
if u wan miie to do tad i dun mind to keep the tings to myself
sacrifice 4 u is the most worth it tings tad i hav ever done
i wont 4get u de...
altot i did try to do it
but i fail
do u tink tad its a bad ting or good ting???
i realli lookin forward to see u again coincidence
actualli im nt tryin to force u
coz i noe tad if i realli force u tad is nt kol luv le
but instead u r carryin a big burden
i wan u to be happy to accept miie again lyk b4
altot u say tad "we wil nvr patch n once a luv is gone
it will be gone 4ever"
k u allow miie 2 tel u tad
tads nt goin to bre true???
i juz want to ask
(will u willing to wait for the old kelvin to be bck ma?)
and will u listen to miie say again tad
(if u hav a bf, k my character be tad person ma?)
tads wad i wanted to say
n lastly tis is to tel u tad
altot sometyms i dun seem lyk care
but definitely
i do care......
hope tad if u got a chance to read tis u wun be xtra mad of miie
thx.....^^
Labels: old kelvin will be bck for u...
Time: 10:53 PM
