Tuesday, April 22, 2008
gettin crazy soon
after tinkin
i tink u r rite..
i realli dnt be there for u when u nid miie
but did u tel miie tad u r sad?
did u tel miie tad u nid miie?
ya i noe tis realli nid initiative..
n do u noe tad im strugglin to tink of wad u r tinkin abt
i did ask u but did u tell miie anyting
im tryin to ask den u juz say dunno how to say
ok
did i fail to mit u when u wanted to mit?
i even sacrifice my cca for u
i dun care of wad the hell is tad
i even dun mind to send u home altot its very late le
i dun mind to wait for the 2 hrs for u
coz everytym when the ur tuition finis im so happy
coz after tad the 1st ting i saw will be a smile on ur face
n i lyk to c tad
i wanted to ask u a lot question but u tel miie wad did u reply?
as u say im nt there for u
but do u tink u r there for miie when i nid u
coz realli misss u a lot le
sometyms sms u late reply
coz u busy
nvm
but when after tad when i say i wanted to mit?
wad did u say?
"dun tink k mit todae"
but ended up playin volley in skl
ok i fine wif it
coz i dun 1 force u to do someting tad u doesnt 1 to do
dun u tink tad u r selfish to say tad im nt there for u always?
when the hell did i try to miss the tym or chance wic r able 2 spend wif u?
ok nw u k say tad im selfish but did u noe how i feel when u say im nt there for u
no matter where u r?
when is the tym?
how difficult to get there?
in the end i wil stil appear in front of u
did i realli miss a chance to see u
im tryin to be a good bf le
but u stil say i did nt enough
i did make ur mood bad but hav u tink tad
did u?
or did u not?
make my mood bad too
ya i hav bad temper but do u hav ma
altot sometyms u say tad u will but nt muz to change ur attidude
but i did tel myself i muz change
but do u noe if 1 change nid tym de lei
i did ting liang u
but did u ting liang miie
actualli i dun tink of sayin tis but dun u felt tad u r selfish too
m i realli busy tad tym???
did u ask miie?
u only say tings on wad u feel?
did u realli found out the truth?
ok i noe u lyk spendin tym wif ur frenz...
did i force u to leave ur frenz n go out wif miie
thx for sacrifice for miie
i noe u did sometyms bangsan ur frenz
i did tad too i even skip my detention
do u noe when the tym i hurt my hand i felt so pain so pain in my heart
coz my teachers dun wanna let miie go home myself
so tads y i dnt mit u on tad dae
i was lyk damb fuckin hell
y dun let miie go
so after tad i did try to bu chang
i dun wan say sorry le
coz sayin that word to u u wil say dunwan listen to tad
n sayin tad word wic i oso nt in the wrong
do u tink tad u r in the wrong too
ya i noe i dnt sms u n i oso dunno tad u r actualli waitin for miie to do so
but did i tell each other in the 1st place if anyting nt happy wif miie lets sit down n tok it out
the previous tym ask u whether is there anyting u r nt happy wif miie?
u say dunno wad to say
but nw say so mani tings le
do u feel much btr?
i oso noe tad now is nt the tym for u to see miie
coz ur qi haven recover
lets see in the future ba...
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Time: 11:11 PM
