Monday, April 28, 2008
tokin out wad i want to say nw
altot its late at nite le
but jux gonna write my feelin out
today as i woke up at 11.30am
realli want to go admiralty n show up myself infront of u
to c u go n bck for tuition
but i juz realli fail to do it
coz as u say u hated miie nw
scared u will get bad mood again
so did felt remorse of wad i have done for the past 4 months
after readin ur blog for the 4 months
i realli felt tad i change a lot le
maybe its coz of my age ba
when gettin older will get to tink more
but i juz did it in the way tad is hurtin u
i realli wanted to be bck to the past
or if u dunwan i will make new memories tad
and how i wish tad im able to kol u _________ again
but
how i was in the past n nw
reallli make a big different i find
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i m speechless nw
dunno when i m goin to get u bck
or u k say its nt possible
i noe its hard to change ur thoughts nw
but juz let the boat flow ba
chuang dao qiao dou zhi ran zhi(in chinese)
when boat reaches the bridge it will go straight again(english version n i noe very bad eng too)
tis is wad i will say to myself ba
n also hope tad the tym will recover the wound tad i hav cause on u
and the hatred 2wards miie
so when abt 5 plus went to NP mac do hmwrk till 9pm
den take bus go home le
today is a boring day for miie
n it is also the day of my regrets
guess its too late to say tad le
happiie dae for u ok
dun cut urself again ok
coz i still will felt hurt de
hope tad u will nt avoid miie again ok
Labels: regret day
Time: 1:46 AM