Tuesday, March 10, 2009
stuck in the past
hi it was a very long day since i blog le...
hm... for past few month i have accept someone as my mei....
haha kind of she is the first person that i have ever ask......
must feel lucky and fortunate
haha.......
hm... don't know why i want to post again ba....
hm.. maybe its today something happen in the school which make me feel bad ba
haha can't blame anyone at all
because its because of using hp during english lesson ba.....
hm....so haha ms rajas confiscate my hp
haha hm... i have no hp now!!!! lolx....
during the lunch break i went to quiet place a sleep for a while
haha because im kind of moody lah lolx....
haha about 2pm went back to class for my archives lesson.....
hm.... die unable to msg for this few days...T.T...
haha my results is falling
my attitude is changing
my mind is like shit! can't even control it
what can i do?
hm..... hope that i will able to control my mind and change my attitude into a positive side
in addition i will be mature......or maybe a better guy..
Peisi i am sorry for everything
you are so easy going towards everything that i have done...
but i wonder how long can you stand it.....
lets hope everything will be ok towards us ba.....
but below....can be greedy thinking.....
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hm..... kind of many question still stuck in my brain..
haha of course i can't split it all out lah.....
hm.... why do i have to be so stuck in my past lei....
hm... i can't be so greedy....
I CAN'T BE SO GREEDY!!!
but why am i still so greedy...
someone say my dad did bless me for something
hm... i am very lucky
but i don't feel any better in myself......
nothing really can work....
but honestly speaking i dindn't see(someone) smile infront of miie for a very long time le.....
but what can i do??????
i wish that my hope will comes truth although its not possible......
but for now just wish that person will be happy....and really got a better person
although i will be sad....
but at least you are happy and i will be happy too....
hm... shall end here.....bye...
KELVIN wish that..............................................................................................................YES!
Labels: crazy thoughts
Time: 7:40 PM
