Sunday, May 31, 2009
Stress and fear
hey i am back again
hm.. was whondering whether will this be a long post
hm.... tomorrow is my mother tongue O level examination
i am now still stuck
haha very confuse really
hm... i was given pressure both by my own expectation and my leg
ya its still a little pain as i twisted my ankle last week
hm....
or you can say its my heart that are playing tricks at miie telling miie that my leg is still pain
i don't know
need to disstress myself now
hm..... honestly i haven't start my chinese revision
and this is the last day for miie to revise my work
i know that last minute work won't help miie much
but now what can i do?
i still have to try
my exam tomorrow i can only do it base on my the knowledge that i have for the pass few years
i can't blame anyone for this as its miie that waste too much time le
i am afraid of a lot of things now
no one know but miie
i know that my studies is dropping
chinese too
friend in my class is catching up faster and faster
but miie is going down faster than faster
i can feel that something is coming towards miie
that will be FAILURE...
what if, i didn't get a A1 or A2 for my chinese
what if, i won't be able to get my L1R4 14 points at the year 2010?
what if, i will be blank tomorrow after receiving my paper?
in my body there is a lot of what if,
what if here
what if there
WHAT THE HELL!!!!!
hm... but decision is up to miie now
ya the decision is to make both on my studies and my life
hm..... ok should end here
i going out to study now le.....
bye....
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Labels: FEAR.......
Time: 12:38 PM
Saturday, May 23, 2009
sian..now..later going out
hey did post yesterday
hm..yesterday was fine and i felt that the time past really very fast when i am having my chinese lesson for full 5hr
not so boring actually lolx
after school went to play soccer, after that went to 717 and eat
then went to mac to write request for my lazy lanzhu haha then went to amk and meet her and her friends to watch movie( night at the museum 2)
haha its really a nice show haha ya definitely better than the first 1
hm...after the movie went to walk around here and there
haha ya its Sian!!!!!lor lolx
hm... nevermind i have my dinner at mac
YES! got my blue cup le lolx
hm.... 3 more cups to go lolx.....
hm....meet binteng and Yilin at amk hub walk walk again...YA sian again
acc lanzhu and her friends to bus 853 thought of going home but i didn't
hehe meet up with jiaxing and hantu to go bishan find meixin
wow!! 6 months plus never see her and now she is pregnant
wow....SURPRISE!
haha wish her good luck and will become a good wife and mother
all of us went to toa payoh and eat and of course i didn't lah...
haha i am not a hungry pig like.....haha lanzhu are you reading this?
LOLX....
finish eating, slack and chat at the void deck
hm... something happen when we are at the void deck
but won't elaborate here...
about 11plus, went to the nearest bus stop and take bus 155 home
hantu and jiaxing acc meixin home as because she is pregnant must keep an eye on her la
haha ya i am the selfish type wan lolx
reach home use com.. sleep
my this post is kind of boring la....
haha so sorry and thanks for reading lolx...
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Labels: ................
Time: 3:27 PM
Thursday, May 21, 2009
laziness
hm..kind of lazy to post haha will try to keep it short
hm....next next week1st of june is having O level chinese
just wanna hope that i will score at least a A2
its kind of greedy la
but yes i want it
so god bless miie ok
hm... our school is starting chinese lesson for full straight hr tomorrow
so hope that i won't fall asleep
if i did i will hope that i can endure with my laziness
hm.... then just to let you know i am not working for this and the next week
hm...nevermind as i got to missed it this week too
no no point of going there.haha nevermind ba
will try to appeal for the next next week
haha......
hm... i passed muy humanities..
kind of shocking
geography 32/50
SS 25/50(haha was luck lor)
haha but anyway for the time being will try to work hard for chinese first
and lastly, yesterday i took my class photo and today i took my CCA(basketball) photo
as i didn't take the photo for CCA since SEC 1 to 4
so since this is the last year i think i won't want to missed it
hm....but no different as i think this year i will look awful as the position i stand and sit is......
=_=lll
WEIRD lor..
haha nevermind weird jiu weird ba
as iwill want to make it memorable for my sec 5....
(KELVIN CHIN SEOW KEONG must work hard for O level......JIAYOU!!!!!)
SINGAPORE POLY. ARH!!!!!!
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Labels: hm....stupid stuff
Time: 9:13 PM
Tuesday, May 19, 2009
my poor marks
haha someone missed miie alot..(lolx BHB)
carebear love my bag...
like a parachute
haha my lanzhu care bear
haha....
my chinese mid year exam
hi this maybe a short post
1.)Physics P2- 53.5/65
2.)english paper-41/100-Fail(E8)!
3.)Science mcq(chemistry and physics)
-30/40(by luck lolx..)
4.)A math P1-61/80
A math P2-62/100
Total-64.5/100(0.5 to B3..T.T..)
wish that my chemistry will score at least 44/65
so will get A1 for my science
haha god bless miie...
hm... today did chat with her le
hm....but i love the way we are now
hm... as its true for the things i message you in the past
but just let keep as this state
hm.. may sound weird but nevermind at least i am able to see you....
its enough le i think
wanna to see you *smile* forever
will try to control myself to do those things that will make you feel annoyed
i will be normal like the first time you know miie
full of craps!
lame jokes!
and always make you feel joyful
YAH.....i will try.....
*SHOUT!*
for the last time
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Labels: don't know day
Time: 10:47 PM
Monday, May 18, 2009
HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY TO ANDY!!!!!
Oh that miie with the tie.. first time wear tie sia lolx......
Movie ticket Angels and Demons damn nice lox..
Andy's b'dae cake our b'dae boy...
going to cut cake 1...
going to cut cake 2...hm...
going to cut cake 3...lolx..
going to cut cake 4...=_=lll
going to cut cake 5.....haha
in the end still haven't cut cake
haha no photo of it lolx.....LAME!
photos take at bugis starbucks
guys zip..girl big smile..
middle two trying to make weird faces
show our teeths...hey!
not fair you are not doing it AGAIN!
oh thats better!!!eee....lolx...
twist.....
andy.. what are you thinking???
KELVIN(miie), ANDY, MENG CHYE, JASMINE
today was quite fun as ya it didn't go according to the plan la
hm... but sudden plan was great actually too
hm... in the morning woke up at 10.13am
hm.. got calls from andy
he tell miie to meet him at yio chu kang at 11.30am
oh for my laziness i was turning here and there on the bed until 11am
haha in the end, tell them to go eat first
i will go sakura myself
hm.. ya having buffect(bu fue)
but its fue de lor lolx...
hm.. reach there at around 1pm due to the bus take its own sweet time
hm...started eating there le
so sad i only have 1hr to eat...T.T...
ok so started to CHIO..
first dish...salmon with lots of wasabi..
yam yam..my favourite...
did sabo andy and meng chye too..
theirface is like.....WATER WATER I NEED IT!
lolx....
after eating, all of us meet jasmine at city hall to go bugis as andy want to buy bag
hm.. he is kind of weird nowadays
haha love star so much
eg. t-shirt, watch, rist bang
haiz.. maybe its his style ba
look around at bugis juntion first then went to bugis street then back to bugis juntion again
lolx....
no stuff there ma
hm... at last got a bag and a black tie for himself at 77th street
haha got to try out the tie on myself first
hm...ya can say disgusting if your all want
hm...no comment for that lolx..
meng chye and jasmine wanna give andy a surprise by buying a cake
but kind of i spoilt it as i don't know anything
haha by the way, i am sorry!!!
went to starbucks to have some drink
treat by our birthday boy ANDY
thank you friend....
ya started to sing birthday song(silently)
haha paiseh lah
too a lot of pictures too
and sorry jasmine for delaying your time to go for tuition
as i really want that photo by today
hehe went to guidian after that look for face mask for andy in the first place
but in the end we make 'A true or dare story' at there
kind of funny and embarassing for meng chye lor
haha can't stop myself from taking the photo
hm... maybe will update the short story later ba
haha then went to buy movie ticket for
'ANGELS AND DEMONS'
hm...then slack around jiu go to cinema(6.50pm) le
*in there somethings or many things flush through my mind
it make miie remember of the time i am watching 'The Horton'
don't know is it spell like this or not..
so started to sit at the place that i sit when i am watching 'The Horton' untill the movie starts
ya kind of emo a bit
but after a while ok le*
hm... thought i will fall asleep while watching the movie as its not the type of movie i prefer
but in the end i finish the whole movie
haha its an miracle
it is really a great show
so guys if you are reading this don't missed that
when its was about 9.15pm the movie end
andy and meng chye take mrt home
and miie took bus 63 home
and now blogging
will stop here now as later still have to wake up at 5.30am
SCHOOLS!
altough today things didn't go according as i plan
but at least everyone did enjoy themselve
things when well and memoriable too
hope you will think that too birthdae boi..
haha end here..
story will update later.....
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Labels: enjoyable day 2
Time: 10:27 PM
Today working was fine
but haha guess what!
i am late for work again
hm...2 hr and 30 mins, that means i reach my store at 11.30am
lolx....
bad habits...
must try to work out with it
hm.... this morning woke up got a message
haha i was thinking whether is it a good news or bad news
shall i go next week?
hm...
was thinking a lot today
hm.... lets see ba
as i don't want to force myself to make a decision now
hm.....
after work went to sit a while in the crew room
haha Amin and miie was eating our EMC(T.T so hungry)
haha started to talk something about the packing of fries...
but it wasn't a good news as we link to a lot of nonsensical stuff
haha guys stuff lolx.....
after eating went to find marcus at the nearby soccer court to pass him the cup(lime) while waiting for my bro to message miie to play basketball afterwards
diao.. in the end, i was so call being trick lor
hm...wait for nothing but its ok lah
lolx....
hm... actually i thought of eating with marcus but in the end decide to go Np meet peisi
hehe halfway there, changed my mind again
so went to 400plus to find weijie, perry and heng soon
as usual playing basketball again
hm....done a lot of push up as i forgot the how to shoot in the right way le
haha sound weird but its true
because too long never play basketball le
now feel so weird lor
can't even control the ball properly
hm.... after playing we went to the nearby coffeeshop to have our dinner
ya so late at 10.30pm
it is more like supper i know
lolx...chat a lot while we are at the coffeeshop
hm.. bad news!
i missed my last bus...T.T...
haiz..going to heart pain again
so take train to toa payoh then at there take bus 153 to reach serangoon
started to take cab(6 dollar)
haha although its not much but its still money
i need a lot of money now!!!
haha...
if only i can buy toto for today as its have pass 12 le
haha $8 million sia
haha but of course its just an thinking only la
lolx....
Today is andy's birthday!!!
hm.. so later maybe going to celebrate with him
hm... hope that things will go as according to my plan
although its impossible la
hm... will post about it later or tml ba
Note: hm.. can't really act normal
i am really stuck
Daisy are you there?
hm...how are you feeling now?
i don't know why am i thinking of you now
hm... i feel so unconfortable now
i can feel that i am not myself now
as i use to make jokes infront of it
but now, haiz its was like i change to a different person le
hm.. nevermind will try to change back and act normal
hm.. just let fate and nature to decisde for miie ba
船到桥头自然值。。。Sorry Peisi
Labels: boring and retarded day....
Time: 2:21 AM
Saturday, May 16, 2009
Working And Emo Day
Today was a great day for miie
ya in he first place
but after that it was like an Emo day for miie
hm... actually waiting something to happen
but it evantually didn't
i am just thinking too much le
was pretty sad
hm........morning went to work
ya as usual i am late again
hm....late king at Np mac lolx
hm... reach store at 9.21pm...
hm... started working hyperly
saw peisi
trying to disturb her but fail lolx....
hm.. to update there is a customer is so over
as he complain that i am slow
ya nevermind i agree with that
but when i say our cafe store have ran out of SPOON
and i request him to use the black stick
he replied" i am drinking mccafe drinks but not the normal coffee from mac.
Why can't i get a spoon?"
of course i apologise lah
then i request to give him a long spoon
ya he is still quite kaobei
but i don't care!
how can i give him a spoon when there is really none?
haha do you think drinking the epresso coffee will make him class?
YA HAHA!
LOW CLASS!!!!!
haha aunty geklang come to cafe and explain to him
although i did try to explain to him
haha stubborn people have stubborn thinking lolx....
luckily during that time i am not in a bad mood
or else he is going to get scolding from miie
lolx..sound so ba
but honestly speaking
'He Is LUCKY!"
Lolx
time passed this and that......
at around 2pm
went to break
did really wanting something to happen
but eventually nothing has happen
hm.....quite Emo
some kind of no mood to work le
maybe next week also not going to happen too
maybe must wait till next next week ba
kind of long
hm...today i didn't bring my pink colour cup to work
so thought of buying 1
but in the end i didn't
because I AM EMO!!!! lolx
hm... stupid Kelvin haiz.....
after work, went to call my friends to join them for basketball
hm... really don't know why suddenly i want go woodland
hm....
maybe just wanna that stupid feeling to be out of miie
hm... ya thats my way of releasing my rest or don't want to be emo
many things flushing through my mind
but while i am playing basketball nothing is in my mind accept wanna to score
hm....did play badly today
but at least i am able to stop thinking
hm... eat a lot just now
lolx... 4 bowl of rice
haha thought of going somewhere before i go home
but maybe not ba
as its stupid, irritating and annoying to do so although i did it once before
hm.. of course must do the right way la lolx
in train chat here and there with guo wei, huo lin and David
huolin and david alight at Khatib
so miie and guo wei alight at AMK
hm.. after separated, wait for bus
haha sleep, woke up and sleep again
lolx....
reach home blog and going to bath now
today wasn't a good day for miie
but still gonna to carry on
haha tomorrow working and might be the same as today
hm..maybe finding my bro tml after work to play basketball again lolx....
haiz......
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Labels: not happy
Time: 11:17 PM
Friday, May 15, 2009
finish my arranging of blog skins
Oh hi!!!!
finally finish my changing of my blogskins and the changes that have to do....
haha but quite not satisfied with it....
hm.... but not bad for my first time ba....
lolx.....
haha sometimes must give encouragement wan ma lolx....
hm...maybe next time will learn more on this
so i can make my blog beyony my expectation
haha might sound funny as i 17 year old guy learn all this lolx.....
hm......ok
just learn all this to relax myself
will upload sound and pictures later
hm... video i think will also maybe upload for the next post....
Working tomorrow
wonder what will happen tomorrow
but no matter what i will makje it happy for every one especially someone
ok must cheer up
as tomorrow will be a better day for you...
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Labels: new blog skins(ugly)
Time: 6:39 PM
hi im back...
this is the first blogskins that i put it own my own
and ya of course with some help from my clssmate lah..
hm....
it is not finish yet
maybe will try to finish it within this week
haha....
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Labels: haven't finish
Time: 3:53 AM