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Sunday, May 31, 2009

Stress and fear

hey i am back again

hm.. was whondering whether will this be a long post

hm.... tomorrow is my mother tongue O level examination

i am now still stuck

haha very confuse really

hm... i was given pressure both by my own expectation and my leg

ya its still a little pain as i twisted my ankle last week

hm....

or you can say its my heart that are playing tricks at miie telling miie that my leg is still pain

i don't know

need to disstress myself now

hm..... honestly i haven't start my chinese revision

and this is the last day for miie to revise my work

i know that last minute work won't help miie much

but now what can i do?

i still have to try

my exam tomorrow i can only do it base on my the knowledge that i have for the pass few years

i can't blame anyone for this as its miie that waste too much time le

i am afraid of a lot of things now

no one know but miie

i know that my studies is dropping

chinese too

friend in my class is catching up faster and faster

but miie is going down faster than faster

i can feel that something is coming towards miie

that will be FAILURE...

what if, i didn't get a A1 or A2 for my chinese

what if, i won't be able to get my L1R4 14 points at the year 2010?

what if, i will be blank tomorrow after receiving my paper?

in my body there is a lot of what if,

what if here

what if there

WHAT THE HELL!!!!!

hm... but decision is up to miie now

ya the decision is to make both on my studies and my life

hm..... ok should end here

i going out to study now le.....

bye....

-END-

Labels: FEAR.......

Time: 12:38 PM

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