Sunday, October 4, 2009
waiting is miserable
hey im back with a very terrible feeling in miie
i am really very stress now
its miserable
what can i do?
i can't do anything
in my mind there is alot of 'What If'
'What if here'
'What if there'
What if......
i can't say out
i am very scared now
i don't want to lose it just like that....
im scared
very very scared
can anyone tell miie what is the right choice?
hm....
puzzle are fun
but being puzzled is not fun
as every bit and pieces are matching to form an answer....
its bad...
very very bad
i don't want it to come true....
but it is beyond my control
im feel so heavy now.....
how long do i have to be like this....
i don't want to lose it
because it really mean a lot to me....
i can sense that something bad is coming my way....
im scared
what can make miie to calm down?
what can i do to make myself calm down?
pulling my hair now....
not to make it spike...
but to get an answer from my mind
wanted to pull it out....
hw long do i have to tolerate with this pain and misery.....
really very scared...T.T......
this is the first time in my life i felt so frighten....
miracle or fate?
which one to choose?
i want miracle....
i don't want fate....
i want miracle to make us to be fated.....
because i really..............
cannot say here....
my mind is pulling myself apart now....
im going out of control soon...
please no matter what...
my mind plese stay cool and obedient...
let miie to control you please....
because i don't want to do something stupid.....
i once make a big mistake so i don't want to make that same particular mistake again....
Please endure to success.....
ENDURE!
to miie the mooncake that i eat just now is bitter(ku)
because im all alone celebrating the mooncake festival on my own....
i have no place to go...
because there is no place that can fix miie into it.
im just a extra......
WTF!!!!!!!!!
im going crazy soon......
please KELVIN...
'ENDURE TO SUCCESS'
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Labels: crazy KELVIN
Time: 1:40 AM
