hm....exams are over.... there is a lot of time ya lots of time for miie to think a lot be emo hm...having exam is not a bad thing because it will only make miie busy all the time... everyday EAT SLEEP, STUDY..... when there is no more exam... must be a emo time for miie ba..... hm....ya...this is not a bad thing again.... because you won't be lost in my memory...my mind... hm....just to add in... hm....my study place will be the user place like...Khatib mac and Yishun Drive Thru Mac..... at khatib mac....i was always occupie with friends.... but in Drive Thru Mac.....i choose to be alone hm.....because i use to spend time there with.... although its just 1 day... but its the day when i am really very happy.... hm...i remember that day i was studying for my O level.... SHE came.... ya although the purpose for her to go there is just to meet her friend... but this is the time when i feel that we are so close.... was very excited during the time.... but of course i didn't show it out.... haha maybe thats miie... i don't like to say things straight... i like to twist and turn..... thats why i always offended lots of people hm....especially you..... after studying at drive thru mac.... i use to walk to the yishun bus interchange by passing by chong pang.... but i just found a new route.... i name it 'The Route of My Memories' hm.....whatever things i do there is a reason behind it..... lets refresh back to my study life ba..... During my study period, i always go home at 10.45pm... not too early....nor too late.... ya 10.45pm....this is around the time when she has end her work and reach yishun.... (at least i have the choice to wait for her to end her work and reach home safely....) not too early, because i might meet her.... as i am afraid to meet her.... because i don't know how to face her... and this may not be the time for us to meet.... although i really want to meet her.... but the feelings will be totally different..... so just let both of us to have some peace.... neither of us will bother anyone... hm....but on 10/11.... that will be my last day walking that route.... because my O level end le.... so maybe there is a very low chance that i will be going there again.... i will missed the place.... that route... that time....when i hold your hand automatically while crossing the road... it is really very close.... the car is like so close to us.... hm....lucky that you are ok.... and im such a stupid. because everytime when i cross THAT road, my hand will automatically raised up to the height of my hips..... but after that, i then realised that there is no one beside miie.... hm....ya i am a stupid person.....like to do all sorts of stupid things..... shall i run away from the truth? hm...maybe will still do so ba... by working all day... MAKE MYSELF EXHAUSTED..... THEN DON'T HAVE TO THING ANYTHING LE.... haha..... there is other thing i will like to add in.... during mooncake festival, i did say the mooncake is very 'KU' hm...because i celebrate the day on my own..... i did go around to find where are you.... i even bought the sparkles... just in case it is needed..... honestly, we did pass by each other.... because on that day, i pass by the kinder garden at blk 746... i didn't notice you are at the park.... i just walk like that.... this really proven something to miie.... we are not proven to be together..... honestly, I STILL LOVE YOU.... but sometimes there is something which is beyond my control..... i am really speechless.... didn't know how to react that time.... but nevermind.... i hope that you will xinfu..... LZ I LOVE YOU.... and eveyone should try to listen to the song sang by Brian McKnight 'Back At One' BYE
no title.... maybe will be posting a long post later... hm...so readers sorry arh..... it will be boring again.... but it have been stored in miie for very long ever since O level start... so sorry readers if that doesn't meets your expectation of a blog post... -end here-
