i have die again... i feel so terrible now... i want to cry now.... but i can't.... hm.....don't know what will happen next.... and ya...there isn't any 'fair' things in this world... but......can anyone tell me that..... when you all are steading with ur bf and gf..... can you feel that, the other parties love you and cherish you a lot???? ya i mean 'the feelings'..... why????? why??? i don't have the feelings.... even there is.... how come the feelings will lose wan lei??? im having a bad headache now... can someone enlighten miie???? i want to sleep forever..................