Tuesday, November 8, 2011
Not good in life
Hey guys, haven't been posting for more than 1 year.
Asking myself that question.
Do my life sucks? Or
Am I sucks at my life?
Passion?? What are my passion..??
I haven't find an answer out from the question mark..
'My life seems to be a little better......'
I wish I have the guts to say it out loud
I do have high expectation of myself but I always do things at the last minute.
Wish to have some changes of my life,
but to no avail....
I give up???
I am not sure..... I just know that I'm no good at my life....
I went to a polytechnic and it's really like a dream come true
Have been struggling to climb up to the top, and yes!!!! I succeed....
I was so enthu for my second mountain that I climb it with many perseverance...
It's a great start!!!!
My first semester was pretty well....
However, after a long break, when the second semester started
I'm slowing down...
Pushing myself closely to death.....
No aim no nothing.....
I can never get things right.....
My studies are falling downwards......
The things which demoralized miie more was that I am always careless
An easy job will ended up being the stupidest thing I have ever done....
For example, I accidentally misplace my friends prepaid card....
I can't stand my self like that anymore.....
Kelvin you are a worthless piece of shit.....
You don't deserve to be in this world....
I'm not over reacting....
I am just disappointed.....
Kelvin let miie ask you a question...??
What is your dream??
..........................
Can't answer it right????
Go dig it out man!!!!!
I felt so lonely yesterday that
I suddenly have the urge to clean up my house....
I was sitting there, scrubbing the floor.....
The more I scrub, the more I felt I'm useless....
I can't control myself, I can't stop myself.....
I'm getting insane........
My life are getting colour less now.....
Kelvin you have to find some paint to brighten it up....
You are a nobody now.......
Time for miie to sleep now......
Night everyone....
Labels: Shittest person I have ever met
Time: 1:13 AM
