Wednesday, March 28, 2012
Remove of obstacles leads miie to my downpour
Hey, its 2012 and im no longer the 18 year old boy
Im 20 now. It was a tough life coming up to the second stage of my life.
I struggled, i falled, and i get up again.
Lets refresh my memory to to two years back.
I failed my O-Level english badly though, I scored 9 points for my R4.
Was terribly upset.
Unable to accept the truth
Showing my temper on the first day of my ITE Life.
But when time goes by, I found my happiness in it.
Freinds:)
Those friends of mine, proved to miie ITE 'Isn't The End'
They can really study
Actually I wasnt close with all of my classmates in PB1004K.
But they are still some serious funny shit man
Lets dont forget those lecturers
Friendly Lincoln, funny Roger and fuckup Amos
They have 3 different F, but they are really good person
Next stop, 2011
I was admitted to NanYang Polytechnic
Electronic Communication and Computer Engineering(ECCE)
Wow~
Seriously, it is a long Course Name:)
Oh, I was really so lucky.
I failed my English again and I am still able to get a place in the school
Some friends envy miie and the 'some friends'
I AM REALLY MISSING THEM NOW.....
Secondly, i submitted severals appeal letter to almost all the school in singapore
Eventually, they really show some progress
All thanks to the little girlfriend of mine
Will talk about it later
:)
Met some great friends there in the poly
At first, i thought there will be some age gap between miie and them
Unfortunately, they proved miie wrong
They are as playful as miie
We are able to communicate like some kind of weirdo
Or silly language that NO ONE can understand
My happiest Moment with them will be
'Our First Date To the Movies'
There are 17 of us
We almost occupied 2 whole Rows of the Cinema
Honestly, the Movie wasn't that nice
But the feelings and atmosphere were so nice
Then i got myself a small cliques of 10 people
We went for sevaral outings and hang out together during and after school
In addition, we have lunch together everytime:)
but when times went by in a flash of light, the bonding isn't as strong as before
Some of us were unable to accept each other ABCD
'Attitude, Behaviour, Character and Decision'
It is so hard to pull them back together again
I fail being a Peace maker
Maybe I have make a terrible mistake
Forcing them to accept each other, it will soon make it worst
And in the end, I have make them hate miie:)
Just notice that i wasnt called for a outing
I was smiling to Henry
I said "NVM, its ok because I have something on the next day too"
Tomorrow im so free...:)
Not going out or anything
I lied...:)
Haiz....
Trying real best to be optimistic now
has been telling myself
"They know that I dont sing and I am broke.
They are doing this for the sake of miie
So no worries:)"
Did i really do a lot of things??
Organized bonding event
Lunches, Dinners, Picnics, Movies and Chalet(which is a total Failure)
Am i being appreciated???
I wanted to close my door now
avoiding all strangers
at least, I can stop myself from getting hurt
I have a lot of things to say
A lot of grumble
A lot of things wanna to talk it out
But I have just shut my feelings up
I am Pessimistic now~
Oh god!!!!
I am going to be a 2nd year student soon..
So have to give it a stop now.
Just let nature take the cause bah....
Last but not least I have a beautiful girlfriend
maybe not to you but to miie:)
she is a beautiful at the inside too
we play, laugh and joke together
we are very suitable for each other
she has given miie the security that no one has given miie
I felt save when i am with her
She really love miie
She can always leave a smile on my face all the time
What I Love about her?
Because she is Lousy
Always able to show her Lousiness out ot miie
Just to trade a smile on my face
She is FAT
Fabulous,
Able to understand,
Thank god i have her around
She is just like my mirror
always showing miie direction
giving miie a helping hand
We know each other too well
Maybe too well that we have somehow neglected
'Both our feelings'
I felt so burden when my wallet is always empty
We are living a different life
I am studying and she is working
She have plan for her future
But i am still stuck with fear
unable to do this or that
too choosy of my work
sometimes i really Envy People with dreams
like ka hee, marcus and Ming Wei
they have dreams but i have none
Whats my passion????
I just find out i have serious problem.
I will find a job and know my future
i wont leave in a world of words but actions
I will find a better job and yes i will
i will stop talking and start doing
Know what, im talking now
Labels: endure with no success:(
Time: 3:25 AM
